QueenOfAllThingsEvil

They call it selfish They call it ignorant They don’t know The misery she suffered They will never understand How it feels to take a gun in hand Put it to your head Pull the trigger And say goodbye. They don’t know How she was sent Over the edge As she was pushed closer Inch by inch She begged for help Screamed for mercy Nobody heard her Or at least nobody listened. But she is ignorant That’s what they say Selfish of her Still they say Even to this very day.

    The final moment. I am constantly looking forward to it. As my last breath leaves my lungs, I look around at the cruel world for the last time and wonder what awaits me after this. I close my eyes and relax. So peacefully I lay. The euphoria sets in and I see things I have always dreamt of. Only here they seem so real. I rule this world, while it lasts anyway. After I lose all connections to life and the euphoria dies away, so do I. Just fade away. Like your dreams when you wake up… but I wont wake up. I will be free of this hurt for good. No more of this bullshit. No heaven, no hell, no in-between. Nothing. And I love it. Or I will anywa